Its a screen name on a forum, little more, little less. I never once put the thought into it you did, evidently though you consciously made the choice to draw inspiration from a mentally frail psychopath.
The rest of your post? I will pass, thanks for wasting your time though. I will post freely as I wish, when I want, without being told how to behave or act from people who are taking the internet (and them self) a bit too serious.